Introverted!

Well sometimes i jz feel like wan to be left alone although i afraid of loneliness.

Even though i like to play around , fool around with friends , there is time that i jz feel that i want to sit there aside , maybe building castle in the air , well i really good in this after all. haha

i think this is normal cz everyone will has this kind of thought before, right?

recently got so many things that are playing in my mind, try to think out of the box but is not working. have that kind of feeling jz forget about all the problems that are burdening me and gone for a great vacation. well well well , daydreaming again , my habit , is hard to get rid of it already.

time flies this year , everything happens to be so fast , every pages of my life is changing day after day. there are happy n bitter moments , so do some tiring days. in 2months time , i will be 18years old. WOW! never thought of reaching 18 so soon. when i was small , always thinking when i will grow up but now start to think that growing up is not as interesting as i used to think about. more responsibilities on the shoulders , even u feel like u wan to run away , u cannot do so as it jz not right to do so. suddenli i jz feel like i wan to stay away from the crowd , standing at a corner , observing everyone's action , trying to figure out what kind of life are they going through. i can be quite a weirdo sometimes. having feeling dun wan to do so much talking and choose to express my weird2 thinking in my blog lor. feel like being an introverted person
for a moment but i knw i wouldn't be like this so long as i like to talk so much. hahaha. rubbish talk again. lol ^-^

jz borrow a book from library today entitled MINDS ON TRIAL , is a forensic psychological book which is using some real cases to let the readers know how the psychiatrists and scholars analyse and profiling the unsub( unknown subject). Is a very interesting book , i find it very absorbing. this is a non-fiction book which i should not read right now as it has nothing to do to my a-level studies since the exams are just around the corner. Reading sometimes that i have interest in might be helpful to gain back my study mood hopefully. thinking positively is always the best! cheer up heather!!