finals!

tomorrow is my finals for my last semester in first year

i wonder why i am not nervous...despite of that, i am feeling so relaxed at home...am i abnormal? is not that i am confident that i can do well,is just that i am lazy! too many assignments and tests and quizzes are driving me to have immunity about exams ady
my friends will be going out for dinner and picnic tonight...so sad that i could not join them
i cannot believe that i am so playful..still want to go out at this critical time.
i should be burying myself in the piles of books! but i am so distracted by so many others things! omg! i seriously need concentration!

read an article in reader's digest just now...is about a 10-year-old Yemeni girl who was being married without her consent and being sexually abused by her husband, fighting for divorce. is so hard to imagine that such a young kid had to go through all this, i felt so grateful that i am born in Malaysia where i do not need to worry about the chance for going to school will be taken away any minute!
so be thankful & study hard! ^^