H.O.L.I.D.A.Y.S

It has been since i wrote my blog..

wow..it has been a very busy semester for me...

Semester 2 pass so fast..prepare for AS and also society recruitment thing can be quite burdening.

Oh time pass so fast and now is sem3 already.

OMG!

Sem3 has been quite a crazy period 4 me.

A2 exams are just around d corner..get my AS result..prepare cs thing ...all those burn the midnight oil which in d end has just ended up become a waste due to H1N1. haizzz

So many heart broken n stressing things that had occur around me..

Wondering that what will happen after this

so scare for the coming exam ..what kind of result i deserve to get..where should i further my studies..is such an uncertainty right now.

Life is just full of unknown , doubt , hesitation and so much more thing that we din even know will happen.

Although we have no idea what comes next but we still have to look forward , continue our journey of life that are full of challenges waiting for us ahead.

What happen yesterday should be remembrance and something that we can learn from no matter it is a good experience or a bitter taste of life.

we knew that we need to look forward and be optimistic in everything because there is always things that we regret about after we did it.

We have no choice but to continue whether to make a move to stop making the mistake, choose another road to take or continue the path that we had regreted.

I was wondering if i had become d latter after joining cs.

Although is fun n glad 2 be around all my best buddies in college, the feeling of regretness is just getting stronger n stronger day after day.

However, i stil continue that path because i knew that was responsiblity and i hate to give up and left just liktat. Remind me of 'The road not taken' that i learn in f4 if not mistaken.

Exhaustion has fill up my heart n mind.

I need to take a good rest to recharge myself. Kinda sad because i cannot go back hometown this holidays. going to that kampung a few hours later. countdown of 8hours before i have to sit at the bus on the way there. Nevermind, another adventure is awaiting me i guess.

I just cannot wait when i can go back home during the september raya holidays.....

Miss my parents' cooking so so much , especially mummy soup. miss my bed, miss the sofa and tv set in the living room.

I think i am officially getting the disease of homesick. miss my frens at hometown. a gathering trip mayb? pillow talk with my best buddies mayb a quite nice idea. hehe! hehe!

I guess there is no time for that since after that everyone will be so so bz preparing their a-levels n stpm.

feel so terrible just thinking about the arrivals of exams.

judging people by certificate is just not right but this is what's going on in our society and we just have to take it.

Looks like once again i spilt out a lot of my of feeling.....

Every feeling is written and recorded into passage and passage of words which i summarise into this post.